"Friendship is not friendship without trust, without it I walk alone."
- James P. Michels Jr.
It's been a while since my last post...just been super busy. I am in the process of posting a recipe I tried out, but taking a break from that I have been through a lot the last few weeks and need to vent a little. Basically, I'm trying to figure out how the hell can I possibly get myself in similar situations back to back. I am at a point in the situation where there is the potential of losing a dear friend someone I thought I could talk to about anything. My friend blindsided one of his 'friend's' with meeting someone new in his life when she didn't even want to meet them. Upon their introduction the new person tells the 'friend' "I've heard so much about you" when in turn my dear friend has revealed nothing bout this new person to the 'friend'. The 'friend' is confused about what could this person know about me (she has confided a lot to my dear friend). Now comes my situation I have been through a lot with my dear friend, but what I don't understand is if I mean as much as they say I mean to them, why have I yet to hear about this person or know anything/as much as everyone else does? Why didn't my dear friend tell me they were coming or that an introduction was wanted? Now when I really think on it, what has been told to this person about me, have convos I confided in my dear friend been revealed? Why is it such a big issue to talk to me, it wasn't hard before but now it is...why? Overall, I feel like I've been shitted on and my friendship meant absolutely nothing this whole time, but when I look back on all that we have done for one another and how alike we are I just think somethings not right, this can't be happening. The way I see it, why not just be upfront, trusting and honest with me I would have. My fear is the trust in my friendship may be broken because who knows what this person may know and from here on out when I confide something who is to say my dear friend won't go back and tell it without my knowledge.
Has anyone else experienced this? Any suggestions?
